Iโm not exactly sure whatโs happening to me, only that it reminds of having a low-grade fever and riding a rollercoaster, all rolled into one.ย
But Iโm not sick. I might be completely inexperienced, but I know what this feeling is.ย
Itโs longing
AKA lust.
Iโm lusting after my best friend, and I have a feeling nothing is ever going to be the same between us againโฆ