Itâs my final day at Kensington School, and my exchange is coming to an end. My flight for New York leaves tomorrow, and Iâm not ready to say goodbye to the boys I love.Â
But then three key things happened at school. Noah told me to forget about him, Harry broke up with me, and I finally kissed Noah Williams.Â
When I kissed him in the lunchroom in front of everyone, it was out of anger. I wanted to prove to Harry that I didnât have feelings for Noah.
But I was wrong.Â
The kiss was incredible. But it was also a mistake. Harry watched it happen, Mohammad sat in shock, and Noah told me that he would never forgive me. I made a huge, public mess of things. But thankfully, itâs time for me to leave. Iâm going to take Noahâs advice and cut all ties.Â
No good-byes.Â
No apologies.Â
No more heartbreak.
Iâm going to leave the three boys I love in London, hoping that theyâll be able to pick up the pieces of their friendship. And maybe in the process, theyâll find the pieces of my broken heart.Â
Because I know Iâll be going to New York without it.Â