If life were fair, Jam Gallahue would still beย at home in New Jersey with her sweet Britishย boyfriend, Reeve Maxfield. Sheโd be watchingย old comedy sketches with him. Sheโd be kissingย him in the library stacks. ย
She certainly wouldnโt be at The Woodenย Barn, a therapeutic boarding school in ruralย Vermont, living with a weird roommate, andย signed up for an exclusive, mysterious classย called Special Topics in English.
But life isnโt fair, and Reeve Maxfield is dead.
Until a journal-writing assignment leads Jamย to Belzhar, where the untainted past is restored,ย and Jam can feel Reeveโs arms aroundย her once again. But there are hidden truths onย Jamโs path to reclaim her loss.ย
From New York Times bestselling author Megย Wolitzer comes a breathtaking and surprisingย story about first love, deep sorrow, and theย power of acceptance.